Deep and meaningless

I'm tired, really tired. You made it sound so easy for you to give up on me, you made it sound so easy for me to be me, you don't know how painful I felt all this while. It isn't easy for me at all being a 3rd party, trying to sleep everyday with the pain in my heart. I'm tired of forgiving your actions, forgiving myself for believing.

I'm letting go, but there are many things left to remind me, of this love that I just can't leave behind me.

Randomly got this new wallet for myself that day as I was so sick of my old wallet! So sweet-looking.. And it's only 10 bux. HAHAHA!

Tied plaits to work for a change, put clipped-on extensions to make my hair look thicker.

AND... Did you see any changes in our fringe?! Out of boredom, Jialing & I cut our own fringe in the shop. (HOW BRAVE IKR) Lol! Bugis street has been so quiet for 2 days, boredom kills!!!

And this was Sunday that Jolvest came and visit us..

After 4 days of working, it's my off day today. Going to dye my hair later when I'm awake, I can't wait! Have to attend funeral in the evening till night & there will goes my off day :(   Anyway, deepest condolences to my foster grandma. ♥   Hope I won't cry when all of us send her to the crematorium tomorrow. Alright will be back, xoxo