你带给我的天堂, 已经不属于你和我 :(
I'm not in the mood 2 post now, but since I've uploaded the photos shall post.
First picture balloon given by Wugui. Second picture's done by me and Yuenyung.
I was living in a big lie for 1 month and 22 days, I wna thank the ppl that helped him lie 2 me.
I've always been doubting but it's really confirmed. After knowing it, I feel so stupid like fuck.
When everyone was telling me not to believe him, I believed him alone. How great.
From the day I believed him, I everyday hoped his lie would not be exposed. Hais):
This feeling is so cb, imagine everyone that knew about it see you living in a lie.
Now I suppose everything's too late 4 me to regret, although I'm filled with regrets now.
I really hope he will be happy, I know deep in his heart there's still some feelings.
He didnt used to be like this in the past. I believe the person in his heart can change him..
Still, I miss those memories so much. They seems so near when I walked pass those places.
Those times we called each other 小狗. How you combed me those times I called you 小狗 :(
Those happiness we once had together and those quarrels we had, I still remember, do you?
I learnt alot things through him. Good or bad in this r/s, everything's etched in my heart.
是你让我相信 两颗心没有距离. 是你让我相信 世界上有真爱. 已经结束了吗? ):
You hugged me so tight and told me, 'Girl I really love you' .. Everything changes in 1 second.
Last time I'm crying 4 you, last time saying about the good things you did to me.
Rljh, 11th August 2009.